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FOR THE LOVE OF LOKI 2.jpegThe end to LOKI’s freedom is drawing close and funds are needed to purchase the needed dog run and to cover the initial veterinary costs for his vaccinations and eventual neutering.

The logistics of his capture have yet to be figured out as there is no resident vet in Hay River, and I am unsure if tranquilizer gun is even available here.

Due to my continued work with him, and out of respect for and a sympathetic gesture, I was immediately contacted with the news that he must be removed from the streets.  I of course will take him here to my home, to care and give him a loving home for the rest of his days.  If I do not do this then the Town Officials will step in and likely LOKI will not survive.

Donations can be made by e- transfer or mail.  An account has been set up for Loki at:

Royal Bank of Canada,

77 Woodland Drive,

Hay River, NT X0E 1G1

RBC clients may do an online transfer or at their own branch.  Other banking institutions can do e-transfers directly to the Account set up for Loki.  A confirmation # will be provided to all donors when the e-transfer has gone through to his account.

Clients of other institutions may also do transfers at their own institution or send a check or money order, but it will have to be made payable to Bonnie Dawson (For the Love of Loki) and mailed to the above bank address.

To obtain the Bank #, Transit and Account # for transfers please email me at bc_dawson@hotmail.com

or message me here through a comment and I can then email you directly with the needed account information.

 

I have set it up through the bank rather than through PayPal as I feel this affords more credibility and will lend itself to a paper trail.

I am appealing to the followers and lovers of LOKI to be his Angels and to ensure his continued safety and care.

With deepest thanks,

LOKI and I.

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Being off on Wednesday and Friday afternoons is now something that I enjoy.  It allows me extra time to spend with family (Mom and the furballs).  It also allows me to spend more time with LOKI and any of his friends that accompany him.
 
Sarg and Loki were here quite awhile Friday.  I heard my boys barking while they were outside and looking out my back window, poor Sarg had gotten trapped in some very deep snow in the ravine behind my home and he could not get out.

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      Loki was with him, and was trying to help lift him by using his nose and head.  The more Sarg struggled the deeper he sank and Loki was very upset.  Sarg is about 14 years old.  Sarg looked exhausted.   The snow remains up to my own waist in that area.

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     I hurried and got dressed to go out back to help while mom gently coaxed Sarg and Loki thru my bedroom window.

  By the time I got outside, both Loki and Sarg were in my driveway.  Loki had managed to get Sarg out.  The love and loyalty these two have for each other is a lesson to all of humanity.
 
  I took out fresh water and chunks of rollover for them both.  Sarg had a long drink and I could tell he was tired out.  I gave a little rollover to him and he laid with his head on my lap while Loki ate.  I was outside with them almost an hour.

   While LOKI lounged in my driveway, April 2013 latest 042keeping a watchful eye on his buddy, Sarg stretched out on my deck when I went inside and LOKI stayed with him.   He would not leave is friend and I made frequent trips back outside myself.

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They were here about 2 1/2 hours together.  I was so scared for Sarg, at that age he could have had a heart attack.

Needless to say I now keep a very watchful eye on that area near my backyard.

Truly these two beautiful animals have bonded in a way that is priceless.  The younger LOKI being so diligent and concerned with the welfare of his elder friend and companion.

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         Sunday mornings, I am usually up relatively early, however this morning I chose to roll over, cuddle with Philly , and remain comfortable under the covers.

Philly, is by his very nature a cuddle bum and enjoys nothing less than snuggling under the blankets and getting his belly rubbed, at least until my little three legged terror Zephr decides that she wants to join us, at which point Philly having chosen not to share me with her, gets quite upset with the intrusion and jumps down to run into mom’s bedroom to snuggle with her.

  Zephyr,Piccs and New Videos July 2011 041 by her nature is a little terror as I said, and of course not to be undone by Philly’s presence she has no qualms about walking all over him covered by blankets are not.   Now where is HemiKids November 2012 005  you might ask, well he is laying on his bed at the foot of my bed, content in t he knowledge that Zephyr for now is not bothering him.    While Luna my 11 year old matriarch chooses to remain near my pillow. Quite undisturbed by any of them.

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  China, that precious little bunny, has finished her breaky and is surveying her puppy pen deciding on what she wants to now destroy.Kids November 2012 058

   Now you must remember that I decide to get out of bed later than usual.  I am now on my third cup of coffee and drafting blog posts on the Horse slaughter issue.  I am also still in my nightgown, knee socks, faux fur booty slippers and I look like a punk rocker with my hair the way it is.

    So, who arrives looking for his breakfast…none other than…Dec 19 2012 012LOKI.

    Now pretend you are one of my neighbors, envision this crazy lady, standing outside, in her driveway dressed in knee socks, large furry booty slippers, in a blue nightie with a purple ski jacket on, and a large red Red Raggedy Ann Doll in one arm and a large plate of Loki’s breakfast in the other hand.  Now imagine this crazy lady with wild punk rock messed up hair trying to not fall while climbing a 5′ snow bank between her garage and fence, while Loki stands on top of it all the while urging her to follow him into her backyard.  Jan 23 to 26 2013 011

   Well folks, while I tried, it just did not happen.  I often think Loki finds great amusement in my efforts to please him.  Agreed that he has me quite well trained, as I have been reminded by other so often before.

    Slipping my way back down that 5′ ice covered mound of snow, and making it back into my driveway, note I did not drop the doll nor his plate of food, I stood patiently calling him to come to me, which within a few moments he graciously decided to do.

     More interested in seeing me make yet another attempt to climb that icy mound and follow him into waist deep backyard snow, he took a nibble and then climbed the hill once again.   Nope…this is  not going to happen Loki, not with me dressed like that.

Finally he accepted his defeat and joined me in the driveway to enjoy his breakfast, and having now had his belly filled and his full dose of amusement and entertainment at my expense, he happily began to make his rounds, heading down the street to find his BFF’s.

Had anyone told me, back in 2004 that I would move from my well established and comfortable existence in Ontario and find myself  living in Canada’s Arctic with four delightful Northern rescues (note Luna is a rescue from Ontario and moved here with me) as well as caring for, loving and cherishing such a magnificent gentle feral soul as Loki, I would have told them they were nuts.  I would not have envisioned myself in my driveway dressed as I was this morning, providing Loki’s breakfast and entertaining him with my clumsy attempts to follow him either.  Life has become far more interesting….

As my friend Carol said….’quite the visual’ for all to see.  But as I said to her ‘it works for Loki and I’  and truly that is all that really matters.

Here’s hoping you all enjoyed ‘a day in the life of ‘ …….Feel free to leave your comments.

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LOKI thought it about time that he got back to his followers to let you all know that he has come through yet another long cold Arctic winter.

December 25 2012 031    Thanks to a supply of Caribou legs given to this writer, LOKI remained healthy and strong.  Much of my time with him was spent out in the open, laying in the snow up close and personal, and I remain ever so grateful to LOKI for allowing me to take these wonderful closeups.  Not once did he grumble or growl.    Jan 2013 Loki across ravine 049December 25 2012 052Remember that I am laying in the snow beside him, within one foot of that caribou leg.

 

 

 

 

Sometimes he found my stumbling around in the deep snow rather humorous, and I swear he was actually laughing in this next picture at me.020

 

 

 

 

 

We have now come through our third Arctic winter together in a beautiful land of snow and ice. Dec 19 2012 027Dec 19 2012 032 and while we both anxiously wait for Spring to take a true hold, we continue to enjoy each others company.

Sometimes he comes to my home Dec 19 2012 012waiting patiently for me to join him outside, other times we find solace in the woods.

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Together we look forward to enjoying a snow free backyard once again.Sunday Afternoon Oct 15 2011 024

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Feb 1 2 and 3 2013 021 Feb 1 2 and 3 2013 014 Feb 1 2 and 3 2013 017 Feb 1 2 and 3 2013 019 Feb 1 2 and 3 2013 020    As you can all see LOKI is covered in ice crystals.  It is bitterly cold again today, no relief in the extreme cold snap ahead.  How he manages is beyond me.  How any little or big ones out there manage is beyond me.

Just the few moments I had my right glove off taking these pictures and a very short video, I froze my hand.

We did have a very short playtime, I took the video of him with his blue stuffed whale and then reluctantly had to head home.  I could not stand the pain in my hand any longer.

He did have a big warm brunch before playtime so that should tide him over until I go out to him again later today.

He wanted to play more, because as I turned the corner driving back home, he had come out to meet me and stood there expectantly.  Friday he had done the same thing, and of course I did turn around and head back to meet up with him for another round of ‘I’ll run with the toy and you follow’!   He is quite the boy.

He and his BFF ‘Sarg’ (pictured behind Loki) camped out on my deck later Friday evening which was a joy to behold.  Out I went again, in jacket and fleecy pj’s.  LOKI got another warm meal and ‘Sarg’ got plenty of hugs, treats and belly rubs.

Later another one of his friends ‘Fiddle’ showed up, came inside to warm up and got her tummy rubs and some cookies.  Meanwhile my two boys welcomed her, even letting her leave with one of their treats.

Life is GRAND when you have so many wonderful furballs in your life.

 

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Jan 2013 Loki across ravine 049You all now know LOKI, and this is just one of his latest pictures taken yesterday.

Jan 23 to 26 2013 011  You have followed our journey since October 2010 and this is another long cold winter for us both, you also know that I will never give up with him.  There are so many times, that he has come to me, in my own time of need, given me the needed strength when my own is waning, when it became all too much to bare witness to the continued horrors, to cross post and even update this Blog properly with both good news and bad….

Watching him leap high into the air to land in deep snow banks, rolling on his sides and back, racing across the frozen snow….rejoicing in his freedom and in just being alive rekindles my flame to carry on the needed fight for animals everywhere.  As one follower remarked in a comment to me on Loki’s FB page, https://www.facebook.com/pages/Friends-of-LOKI-Sole-Survivor/188340937903082?ref=ts&fref=ts when looking into his beautiful gentle eyes it is as if one is falling gently and becoming one in spirit with him.

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Going through my long list of incoming emails, I was sent this particular one, by a very close and dear friend of mine who has been involved in animal rescue and advocacy for an extremely long time.

I honestly believe that there are many of us out  there in the real world that can say that at one time or another we have experienced the devastating result of the endless hours dedicated to saving, even just one life that has miraculously survived the rages of human indifference, lack of compassion and total disregard for life.

The extreme cost to our own personal lives encompasses many facets.  Loss of time with family, the use of personal finances to ensure rescue and proper care, loss of quality time with our own companion animals and of course the emotional and physical costs we must endure to continue our necessary work.

For all of you who continue the fight..be it hands on rescue, be it in your own homes, in shelters, at your computer day after day getting the message out there, signing petitions, lobbying for positive legislative changes to existing antiquated  Animal Protection Laws, public speaking on the issues, as well as being a source of strength and support to each other…..I THANK ALL OF YOU..for your continued dedication and commitment.

We all are the Champions who clean up the mess left behind.  We SAVE LIVES!!!

Intro to Activist Burnout & How to Avoid It. 

What is Activist Burnout? ‘Activist Burnout’ broadly encompasses all personally negative mental, emotional, physical, and behavioural changes caused by one’s activism, that in result hinder the effectiveness of that activist. It is common for activists to suffer from varying degrees of activist burnout, with a variety of symptoms, throughout their lifetime. One of the most important things activists can learn is how to use personalized coping methods to deal with stresses. Thankfully it is possible to overcome and avoid activist burnout and ensure a well balanced and successful life full of activism.

Why do Activists Experience Burnout? ‘Activist Burnout’ will have different causes depending on the individual and their environment. In general, activist burnout is due to the inability of an activist to effectively deal with the many stresses associated with their activist work. Activists should not feel at fault for their burnout. It is understandable why so many activists have difficulty dealing with their stresses when there is little and often no support for activists. Reasons Activists are Unable to Effectively Deal with Stresses: ● Workload ● Poor Habits(procrastination, inefficiencies, etc..)  ● Inexperience ● No Mentors ● No Support Network ● Secondary Traumatic Stress Disorder/Compassion Fatigue ● Weltschmerz(pain for an unideal world)

What are the Symptoms of Activist Burnout? The stresses activists have to deal with on a day to day basis will affect everyone differently. Mental/emotional, physical, and behavioural symptoms are all interrelated and can exacerbate each other. This means that to resolve one symptom often means dealing with several. The following is a non-exhaustive list including many common symptoms of activist burnout: ● Mental/Emotional Symptoms -  ● Irritability ● Anxiety ● Depression ● Sense of Hopelessness/Helplessness ● Cynicism ● Lack of Motivation ● Difficulty Enjoying Life/Activities Once Enjoyed

There is a tendency for activists to remain silent about any painful emotions they may have. Activists will justify this for the reason that while they may be sad, angry and upset “it is nothing compared to the suffering of the ones they are trying to help”. While this reasoning is understandable, unwillingness to share and work through painful emotions will only worsen them. ● Behavioural Symptoms – ● Reclusive Behaviour/Isolation from Once Positive Relationships ● Disregard for Social Responsibilities ● Unwillingness to Accept Help ● Lack of Effectiveness ● Inability/Unwillingness to Fulfill Responsibilities ● Decreased Self-care(personal appearance, hygiene, etc..) ● Inability to Remain Focused ● Difficulty  Making Decisions

Behavioural changes are inevitable for activists experiencing burnout. These changes are most obvious to a third party, and often misunderstood as unpleasant character flaws. The negative changes in behaviour can isolate activists, and deter new people from joining the organization or movement.

● Physical Symptoms – ● Fatigue ● Trouble Sleeping ● Weight Loss/Weight Gain ● Decreased Immunity ● General Lack of Physical Fitness While not always associated with activist burnout, the physical aspects are incredibly important  to deal with because physical weakness/ailments only exacerbate the taxing mental effects caused by activist stresses. Maintaining physical fitness will help to improve quality of life and alleviate activist burnout.

What Can Activists do to Avoid or Overcome Burnout?

 As activists it is important to spot the warning signs that might indicate we or our fellow activists are becoming burnt out. Whether warning signs are apparent or not, it is important for all activists to take proactive measures to ensure they effectively deal with any stresses they might have

. It is essential for all activists to have the ability to use stress management techniques in order to overcome and proactively avoid activist burnout.

The following are a few of the many ways to effectively cope with activist stress: ● Learn to prioritize better and focus on priorities ● Destress though healthy activities(physical exercise, music, reading, etc..) ● Maintain healthy eating, sleeping, and exercise habits *this is crucial\

● Develop better work habits ● Try to focus on tasks you are good at and enjoy doing ● Use a journal ● Attain support groups you can rely on and talk about your stresses with ● Maintain friendly relationships with fellow activists and non-activists ● Find a mentor/mentor a less experienced activist ● Understand that activist work is a lifelong process ● Make your work more enjoyable/fun ● Moderate to Intense physical exercise *great fix for depression ● Reduce workload but improve quality of work being completed ● Understand there are  highs and lows of initiatives/organizations/movements ● Maintain activities outside activism that fulfill you ● Resolve negative thought patterns and never discount the worthwhile work you do ●

Reward yourself and others for the important work they do ● Examine how your activist work affects your attitudes and behaviours ● Understand  “successes” and “failures” are not dichotomous, every initiative has some degree of success. The real failure occurs when activists become inactive. ● Understand change is possible (thinking otherwise is internalized repression)

● Realize feeling sad and angry about the world is normal and justified ● Maintain a sense of humor ● Therapy has a tremendous potential to help individuals struggling to effectively manage their stress. Therapy should be sought if symptoms are severe.

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How many of us recall the pleasures of our youth, romping and rolling or even just walking in the fresh white snow?  On very cold days, the snow would crunch and even squeak beneath our boots.  Did you ever catch snowflakes on your tongue?  Or watch amazed how each snowflake could differ in size and shape?  I do believe that we can all relate can we not?

Living in the Northwest Territories, despite the many challenges, especially during Winter, is truly living in a wonderland.  Even with the longer nights, the full moon will light the ground, shimmering reflections caught in the diamonds of snow light your path.  Especially beautiful are the natural sculptures created amongst the trees, their barren boughs bathed in huge snowflakes and ice crystals, bending with the weight to form archways and a dreamlike wilderness.Jan 2013 Loki across ravine 060

One of the many things, perhaps the most important thing that I have learned since moving to the North, is to put aside the timetables and schedules each day, to take a moment to present to myself a gift so incredibly beautiful that it has rekindled a spirit once lost so long ago in the traffic jams and hustle of life back home in Ontario.

I love to share with you the photos and the videos I take, so that you as well will see the beauty that abounds here, so that you can share in that tranquil moment that we all need, but too often deny ourselves.Jan 2013 Loki across ravine 005 Jan 2013 Loki across ravine 002 Jan 2013 Loki across ravine 004

These photos and short videos were taken January 6, 2013 just behind my own property.

My time with LOKI, as his followers know, is very precious and this day was just as special as the very first day and all days in between.    Laying in the snow myself along side of him,  only two feet from him while taking the photos and videos of him enjoying his caribou, once again shows the incredible bond and trust that we share.

I hope you will enjoy this collage.  Close your eyes and imagine the clean fresh crisp winter air, the total silence, and don’t forget to taste those snowflakes.

Now to join Loki for a Sunday afternoon together.

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LOKI CHRISTMAS 2012

Even Loki got his Christmas Present.   A wonderful friend brought me a crate of Caribou bones for him.  You will see him delight in this special treat.

I woke him up and he is about to eat his Rollover before I give him his caribou.

While taking these pictures of him with his caribou, I was only about 2’ from him, not once did he utter a growl at me.  I laid down in the snow and kept taking pictures and also did a video of him.

He is so amazing and this really proved how much he trusts me.  He was working real hard on that leg and sure was enjoying it.

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As you can see from this video taken just this Wednesday, Loki continues to go strong.  Full of unbridled energy and filled with the sheer joy of just being alive, this beautiful survivor continues to inspire so many around the world.

Life in the  Boreal Forest of Canada’s North can often be and is harsh at the best of times.  We have had an extraordinary amount of snow so far this year, which has resulted in less rabbits, making it difficult for wildlife to hunt.

Wolves have already taken a number of dogs in the various communities, including this one.

Loki, still feral, on the other hand, is receiving his daily fresh meals, his vitamins and he continues to enjoy the company of the other pet owner’s canines here.

This past Wednesday, we spent at least two and a half hours together and it was amazing.  Not only did he enjoy his warm lunch and his new toy, but he convinced me to take a wonderful walk with him to areas that I had yet to explore.  Sharing this time with him, was precious, surreal in the absolute beauty of the surroundings and the serenity of total silence.  An ethereal land of snow and ice shared between two sentient beings who marveled together in mutual respect at the trust and bond that we share.

I hope that you all enjoy your walk with Loki and the beauty that surrounded us.

Angels are among us and they come in so many forms.  Beauty and wonder abounds if we only take the time to stop, to look and to listen.  The many Blessings that too often remain hidden from our view, are visible only when we open our eyes and hearts to receive them.

Wishing all of you a Wonderful Christmas and Sincerest Wishes for a Terrific New Year.

 

 

 

 

 

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This photo taken in April 2012, shows that LOKI has a sense of humor.  As he intently watched me continuing to climb and slide down the snow and ice covered embankment, only to land a number of times in the small creek that was beginning to thaw, as I kept trying to reach him to give him his lunch….I was shocked to see this wonderful and alarming smirk on his face.  I swear to God that he was laughing at me, given the sounds he was making at the time.

I did succeed after many failed attempts to get up beside him and to watch as he thoroughly enjoyed his fresh warm lunch.  Truly the absolute highlight of my day..knowing that I provided great amusement and tickled his funny bone.

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